Here I’m sitting all alone trying to talk to myself about some topics that I don’t want to talk about. I’m just looking at the sky and thinking how people came and went by , they took my hand into their hands, whispered the sweet words into my ears, they just touched up my soul and I always believed them to be sincere but I wonder why, what made them turn away from me. Everything seems to be in a perfect silence but it’s only me who can feel the storm of emotions and thoughts blowing in my heart and I’m just sailing ad sailing in the sea of my emotions, moving without a direction, funny how time went by and those hands holding my hands went away leaving me like they never knew me. Maybe this is all life is all about, may be I was a rose which when was young and fresh, everyone came and loved me but when their hearts were fulfilled they went away without looking back even once at me and now who knows how many autumns I’ve seen and not dreamt of a single day of spring and of the spring breeze.I was so strong before falling in love with you but now when the person whom I loved has left me, I feel like breaking and dying with the every breath I breathe inside. Life is not only a name of breathing, it is a name of love, a hope and you’ve taken away both things from me and you expect me to live, so if you think that I can live then surely I’ll live because after all we are living everyday in the search of a day when we can find our loved ones turning back to us and say that they loves us.

This is for the broken hearted. I know how you feel. Empty, betrayed, and no happiness whatsoever. You don’t want to laugh, because you know it’s not going to help, but you don’t want to cry, because it will just make you feel worse. You feel like your heart is falling apart, but not only that, but you know soon your life is going to feel like it’s falling apart too. You don’t think it will ever end, and no matter what this person has done to you, it feels impossible to stop loving them. And everyone wonders why if they have hurt you so much, then why do you still love them. That’s the confusing part, you don’t know why, you just do, and the people who hurt you the most, and normally the ones you love the most. And then, after a few weeks, you finally feel a sense of relief, like you’re getting happy again, but you know inside that you’re just going into denial. And after a few more weeks, you’re back to where you were an empty soul and teary eyes. You thought you got over them, but really, you just stopped showing it. And you can’t help but to show it again. It leaves deep scars on your heart that are there forever. And no one understands how you feel, and how deep you are hurt, no matter who they are, because it hasn’t happened to them And even if it has, every broken heart is different. They don’t know the true pain you feel and carry each and everyday now, so you learn that basically you are alone with all this. And the feeling starts to overwhelm you, and suddenly you just break down, right there, because you know you’ve had enough, the tears just instantly start flowing, and you’re to the point where you don’t care who see’s. Because you’ve spent so many nights lying awake in bed, and so many days being haunted by the scars and fear of rejection. And in the midst of all these tears, you know that its not helping any, and it’s not going to bring them back, if you ever even had them in the first place. After about a million tears have been cried, you finally pull yourself back together and keep going. Your throat starts to clench and your eyes burn with the tears you are trying to hold back. Everyone says, “It will be okay…” But you know it won’t. And that’s the truth, it won’t. And you look back on all of the hurt you had from this, and you realize that people are horrible. You’re still hurt, but you’ve learned to hide it so that everyone thinks you are okay. So now every time you see this person, you know you still love them, and you feel a slight tingle in your heart yearning for them to love you, screaming out, but for some reason they don’t hear it. And then you sit back and wonder how one person could have caused all of this.

Ang ganda nga pala ng 17 =))))))))))))

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ang bait din nila hehehehehehe. lalo na yung floatingshoppinglist :)))

hindi ko din ito buburahin mamaya. kasi pag dinelete ko, mahal ko si dopamineandlove. Byers.